i was mistaken....what else is new at the time a did not need another issue its delivered to me like it was supposed to happen all along............

A fork in the road should i go left or right?

i guess its ok to doubt yourself every once and a while but when you relly start to worry thats the real problem. When u get yourself into a deep problem its like quick sand you cant get out.
also u may feel stuck in the past.....man im just so screwed up eveything about me and my life.....making me never knowing what stupid thing im gonna do next.
At this point im letting go and forgetting anything about MGMS that i hated and to be honest im not sorry or upset to leave it behind. Like things change people do too...its time for me to grow up and do what i have to do for myself.......cause no matter what they say no one is fully commited to anything....and of course this is a normal accurance.....this is why i learn to love what ihave and expect absolutly nothing...... i guess theyre isnt much more to say maybe i just need to start over alltogether pretend like i never even existed .....PENDER IS CALLING MAYBE THATS MY CUE TO COME RUNNING. THIS SUMMERS REALLY GONNA CHANGE MY LIFE ......... AND EVEN THOUGH I DONT WANT TO LET MYSELF BEILIVE IT ITS THE TRUTH......sos orry to ever im leaving behind nut this is me doing whats good and who knows anyone who cares my sometime run into my screwed up life again ............................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................

either i'm just imaging things or lifes really annoying!

There is no place i can possible start to say how annoyed i am from the supposed unstressful weekend. Along with wanting to smash my brothers head through a window even worse maybe shoot him, i have to deal with other crazy events. Think about a peaceful weekend all wonderful and calm without in disturbance at all and add tyler into the mix, well lets just say its no longer peaceful. That is for DANG sure. Plus you have to sum in him acting like a total drama queen whining and complaining JEEZ he whines more than a baby gosh. AND THATS ON A GOOD DAY!
Well wha can you do about it.
HAHAHAAHAHa
well guess what now im the annoying one cause while hes tryin to sleep im over here typin away on the keyboard
WOW carma is a Bi***.
HEHEHEHe
i love payback it is the bes thing in the whole world
by the way this also makes me realize how much i love my sister compared to this annoying whining imature 10 years of age (supposivly) boy.
yep that sums it up
guess ill be givin sis a big ol hug when i get home
man isnt that a century away considering the forty miles between us
I miss u sunny cant wait to see u
MOST DEFINITLY CANT WAIT TO HAVE DINNER AT BRANDONS
it will be such a relief to be home
I love u everyone 40 minutes away see you in less than twenty four hours (FREEDOM!)