Today we went to the beach and there were no waves at all. This weekend was so horrible and I am still mad about the whole week. Life was so wonderful a week and a half ago and now its a wreck I don't want to live in. Maybe everyone is right maybe the C.B. people have taught me something that I really don't want to believe. If that's the only thing that makes me such a bad person I'm sorry but I actually have a brain and I'm not stupid enough to let myself act in a way I will regret later. I shouldn't care after all that has happened anyways but I still do and really I'm just tired of everyone hating me. I'm alone in the world and with every day I notice it more and more. Don't ask me why I even bother living because I cant even tell you.

i dont know whats wrong he wont tell me. I hate knowing he doesnt come to me when somethings on his mind he always goes to his "friend". I feel like ive done something wrong but i dont think i have. I wish he'd just talk to me because im tired of not knowing. It feels like things are getting worse not better and im afraid things will go completly wrong just like before and i dont want that to happen because i love him. --Danielle

Today couldn't have possible been any better without become unordinary. I'm happy I got an A in civics and that I can finally feel like things are going to go back to the way they were. I think the distance was good but now I'm glad were close again. I can talk to him about anything even when I know he doesn't care because he is always willing to listen. I don't care what anyone thinks because it only matters how I feel. He's the one that I look forward to texting everyday knowing that he'll always know how to make my day. He's the only one who can say I'm special because no one else knows me well enough to know its true. <3 --Danielle

What?

Its hard not to wonder how things turned out the way that they have. It seems like the whole world is against me and I can never just have one moment to enjoy my life. I wish I could say that today was the best day of my life, but-- I cant. I still haven't been able to find out why people want me to change who I am and who I'm with. Why is it any of their business anyways? What I hate most is that I believe every word that comes out of someone elses mouth even if it isn't true. I really hope he's telling the truth because I really do love him and I don't want to believe that he doesn't love me back. --Danielle

wechs is the school of characters

When it comes to wechs students every day is different at school. Not one day can be compared to another thanks to students who can really make your day. When your day is going absolutely horrible it is a guarantee that someone will be their to brighten it. You get completely stressed out you make projects fun by making them catchy. Later when you joke about that project and your friend says something absolutely amazing you write it on your project and cite them in your sources. It gives everyone a good laugh and everyone steals the idea for their next project. During lunch you find yourself walking down the hallways with your arms interlocked stepping with the same foot forward knowing that everyone is staring at you. It doesn't matter because your having too much fun to notice. When your friend names a necklace and starts talking to it every day you know your at wechs because no one would be that crazy.

the diffrence between then and now

my granpa tells me about some amazing thing at mall of america, funny thing is he cant remember what it is called. we get online and look up pictures so he can show me what it looks like. we cant find anything. when i get home i look it up and find tons of pics. there should be a class for people who have no idea how to use a computer. they werent born in this century. haha.

summers here and somethins tellin me things couldnt be better :]

things are finally better and since schools been out life is stress free and full of beach. I'm finally getting the hang of surfing and never want to get out of the ocean. I also got to meet Ashley, jessicas unbiological twin. Strange enough my dad likes her mom and went out to dinner. Oh gosh, jessicas biological twin.
Well know i am with my mom and i actually left my dad early to go to vbs on the last 3 days to help my mom with crafts. Those three nights were good at dragging on but i met brooke who is in highschool. She wants to go to youth group and asked if i would come with her. It was hard to think about doing one more thing this coming week because we were so tired but i said yes anyways.
Friday was Tyler's birthday and i think hes finally grown up we managed to hang out all morning while mom was at work. i guess 11 is when he's finally gonna stop being a drama queen.
On top of all the other stuff going on i met the kittens that know live with us at our moms.