summers here and somethins tellin me things couldnt be better :]

things are finally better and since schools been out life is stress free and full of beach. I'm finally getting the hang of surfing and never want to get out of the ocean. I also got to meet Ashley, jessicas unbiological twin. Strange enough my dad likes her mom and went out to dinner. Oh gosh, jessicas biological twin.
Well know i am with my mom and i actually left my dad early to go to vbs on the last 3 days to help my mom with crafts. Those three nights were good at dragging on but i met brooke who is in highschool. She wants to go to youth group and asked if i would come with her. It was hard to think about doing one more thing this coming week because we were so tired but i said yes anyways.
Friday was Tyler's birthday and i think hes finally grown up we managed to hang out all morning while mom was at work. i guess 11 is when he's finally gonna stop being a drama queen.
On top of all the other stuff going on i met the kittens that know live with us at our moms.

i was mistaken....what else is new at the time a did not need another issue its delivered to me like it was supposed to happen all along............

A fork in the road should i go left or right?

i guess its ok to doubt yourself every once and a while but when you relly start to worry thats the real problem. When u get yourself into a deep problem its like quick sand you cant get out.
also u may feel stuck in the past.....man im just so screwed up eveything about me and my life.....making me never knowing what stupid thing im gonna do next.
At this point im letting go and forgetting anything about MGMS that i hated and to be honest im not sorry or upset to leave it behind. Like things change people do too...its time for me to grow up and do what i have to do for myself.......cause no matter what they say no one is fully commited to anything....and of course this is a normal accurance.....this is why i learn to love what ihave and expect absolutly nothing...... i guess theyre isnt much more to say maybe i just need to start over alltogether pretend like i never even existed .....PENDER IS CALLING MAYBE THATS MY CUE TO COME RUNNING. THIS SUMMERS REALLY GONNA CHANGE MY LIFE ......... AND EVEN THOUGH I DONT WANT TO LET MYSELF BEILIVE IT ITS THE TRUTH......sos orry to ever im leaving behind nut this is me doing whats good and who knows anyone who cares my sometime run into my screwed up life again ............................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................

either i'm just imaging things or lifes really annoying!

There is no place i can possible start to say how annoyed i am from the supposed unstressful weekend. Along with wanting to smash my brothers head through a window even worse maybe shoot him, i have to deal with other crazy events. Think about a peaceful weekend all wonderful and calm without in disturbance at all and add tyler into the mix, well lets just say its no longer peaceful. That is for DANG sure. Plus you have to sum in him acting like a total drama queen whining and complaining JEEZ he whines more than a baby gosh. AND THATS ON A GOOD DAY!
Well wha can you do about it.
HAHAHAAHAHa
well guess what now im the annoying one cause while hes tryin to sleep im over here typin away on the keyboard
WOW carma is a Bi***.
HEHEHEHe
i love payback it is the bes thing in the whole world
by the way this also makes me realize how much i love my sister compared to this annoying whining imature 10 years of age (supposivly) boy.
yep that sums it up
guess ill be givin sis a big ol hug when i get home
man isnt that a century away considering the forty miles between us
I miss u sunny cant wait to see u
MOST DEFINITLY CANT WAIT TO HAVE DINNER AT BRANDONS
it will be such a relief to be home
I love u everyone 40 minutes away see you in less than twenty four hours (FREEDOM!)

holy crap!

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Good Day!

After the hours spent into cleaning my brothers room there is finally space for me. I'm looking foward to being at my moms during the week and being able to spend more time with her. I also found out that i got into both WECH'S and Issac Bear. I can't wait for next school year to be able to make new friends and get a good education. Best of all i will be able to spend my weekends with Brandon. Chould this get any better. :]

Time to Volunteer

Helping others is the best thing you can do in this world. It makes you a better Christian and person.
I've just recently learned that things can change in an instant, making you feel overwhelmed and not knowing what to do. That's when God directs his children to do the right thing to try to help the person out. The question is when should the line be drawn for helping others.
At this point I would do anything to help because I love my church and love all the cutie pies in it. Maybe a fundraiser even though they probably wouldn't want to take my money. But its worth the try right?