this is my life

im sorta mad at the moment but for many diffrent reasons. i just cant believe people but i dont know what to say bout some of the stuff that goes on. I have gotten over friend searching and have decided it is not worth my energy to try and find someone who actually wants to be my friend. But it doesnt stop at frustration one. Yesterday a became a step aunt and my sister didnt even tell me she was posting stop to facebook and didnt bother telling us personally. I cant believe she really did that after we showed so much love towards her and sophia. i hate how selfish people can become and it seems like more and more people are turning into such. its so annoying because im just looking fo r nice world to live in and nobody wants to gice me that.i hate this unperfect world and i hate how nobody thinks about who they are hurting before they say or do something. jordon is in a relationship with another girl now too but im happy for him. at least now i wont have to worry about the back and forht that i put up with. its kinda sad though because it feels like he lied to me many times and i just wish he could have been honest with me about everything. not searching for friends anymore just trying to live life to its fullest alone after all i am my own person.